My heart is playing tricks on me......

Ack.
So.... I thought I was pretty over super crush and that he was just regular friend now....... Well.... maybe I should start from the beginning.....

So. I'm pretty sure I'm Super Crush's friend's Super Crush (got it?). Im not really attracted to him, but we get along really well..... and.... like its really easy to talk to him (which I have discovered is what happens to all guys that I don't find attractive but end up attracting) Well, anyways. So its weird awkward love triangle. First one I've ever been in!!! Okay okay, back on topic. So sometime last last week, during my 45 minute commute between jobs I was talking to SCF (super crush's friend) and we get on topic of bubble tea and how I haven't had one in forever. He asks me whats my favorite bubble tea and I say it depends where I am. He says Tea Cottage, and I say I think thats the one that has Ferrero Rocher Bubble Tea. But then I get to Ky and start my shift so I cant check my phone anymore....... mid way through the shift he shows up with a bubble tea for me !!! *aaaaaaaaw* And he says 'so.... they didnt have a Ferrero one, but I got you this chocolate one instead......' and I say to him 'hahaha you're so white-washed!!!' (yes yes I know a MILLION people have told me I am a jerk !!!!) And then he leaves I go back to work yadda yadda yadda. The next dayy (please keep in mind this guy usually sends me 10+ text msgs a day) I dont receive a SINGLE message from him. And i send him one right before bed saying 'are you okay? I haven't heard from you all day!' ......no reply...... Okay whatever. Next day.....same thing.... No Messages!!! And I'll be honest. I was pretty sad!!! It was weird. It's like..... you talk to somebody every day for a month and then one day they just dissappear. It made me really really sad, which I was not expecting! I started worrying that he got upset cuz I said he was whitewashed and realized how mean I was to him and decided to move on. And yeah so I started getting really paranoid!!!! I sent him one more msg asking if he was really okay, and he calls me back right away (but i'm at work and can't pick up) so he leaves a VM. I slightly panick because I think its him saying 'Fuck off already' ....... I finally get off work and listen and............. apparently he has sent me a gazillion messages but none of them have been going through. Geezus I almost cried. But, it was weird because I started to wonder if I was developing a ....crush?......feelings?.......something for him? o.O
Yah....so..... that happened, and then since then I've kinda seen him for lunch and the odd time out........ and..... so I was thinking.... maybe......? Well.... Thursday night we went out with a mutual friend and the 3 of us talked about a lot of stuff and she kept saying 'why arent you guys dating?!!' And... we just pretended not to hear it....... eventually after he drove everybody home, he dropped me off last and I said i'll probably see you tomorrow.
Now....here is where it gets weird. Tomorrow rolls around. And I'm getting ready to go to Vinyl. Because my phone still isn't able to receive texts from him, Super Crush texts me (because they are at vinyl together) saying 'your husband is wondering where you are'....... o.O That.... made me..... not angry...... but... I thought it sounded like super crush was a bit annoyed at me? So.... anyways I get to Vinyl and bump into a friend and we are talking and i turn around and there is Super Crush and co. coincedentially walking towards the bar. I wave I wave I wave. Then we go upstairs and have some drinks. Super Crush buys us some shots (including me). So..... I feel happy because I'm not crushing so hard on Super Crush anymore ! He is doing his usual rounds hunting for prey, I'm okay!! We dance a bit, I'm okay!! I ask him how the event went he says 'why dont you ask Dave?' ........... oh..... that felt a little hostile too..... but whatever right?.... So... anyways I'm dancing with his friend, he is back making his rounds. He comes back and says hes gonna take off. And gives his friends all hugs. I dont really like hugs so I just wave, and he waves back and leaves.....I'm okay!! Me and SCF are dancing..... aaaah like maybe closer than I would normally dance with him- dancing........ We're there for another hour or so an eventually we leave. I'm pretty sure I wasn't drunk, because I felt fine, and was pretty clear headed.... And I hold his arm as he walks me to the car, opens the door for me, drives me home, etc etc. I go home, and I'm feeling pretty happy!
But then. I wake up the next day and my F-ing heart is being a giant douche. I start worrying about Super Crush for some stupid reason. I wonder if he was ever interested in me or not. I always just assumed he wasn't but.... when I think about some of the small things that he first said to me when we first met..... it confuses me. And it confuses me EVEN MORE if I think about dating his friend !!!! Because..... i obviously like Super Crush more than him. And..... like what 'IF' by some chance Super Crush was slightly interested in me, and then here I am dating his friend........ I just remember the very first night I met him face to face I asked why he woudln't dance with me and he said 'I knew Dave was interested in you too so......' .....oh noooooo. :(
*sob sob* So confused......but.......Well..... I guess I could be (and probably am) over analysing this and that Super Crush is not interested in me at all. But... now I feel (if possible) even worse about his friend because.... I feel like I'm ...... not being sincere to him??? I cant tell yet if I actually ACTUALLY like him or..... if i'm just enjoying the attention ...... or what......:( :(